didn't have the best day, had between 700-900 calories.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKK.
tomorrow i'm not eating over 300 cals, because i want to get back on track again.
i was doing well too, and then i fuck it up.
everyone was just pissing me off.
including myself.
everybody was home today, so every was in my face.
like, CONSTANTLY.
'ariana, have you eaten yet?!'
I HEARD THIS TWENTY-THREE TIMES TODAY.
i counted, honestly.
every. half. hour.
on another note, i'm seeing my friend, K, on tuesday.
i forgot i had friends until she called, haha.
i've been too busy wallowing in my own weight loss problems.
that kind of worries.. but whatever.
i like going to see my friends, but when i don't eat, they accuse me of having an eating disorder.
that makes me want to punch them in the face.
i have once.
i'll never do that again.
i think i have anger problems, but i guess i've never showed my good side yet?
i just rant here, haha.
one week and a day until school starts.
yay. D;
i can't wait until winter.
i seem to be more motivated during the cold months.
i dont know why.
i live in canada, which means like, SEVEN months of snow and cold and shit like that.
it's actually.. not that great.
ANYWAYS, MOVING ON.
my msn is ariana-xxo@hotmail.com if anybody wants to bother adding me.
i want buddies to talk to and to scream at me to stop being a fat pig. c:
lmao.
stay beautiful xoxo
Sunday, August 30, 2009
ew.
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I've had the same troubles.
ReplyDeleteLike friday and saturday I ate between 700-900 calories :|
But yesterday I had under 300.
You'll be fine :)
I love winter months too.
Especially with school, gives me every excuse not to eat! :)
yay.
stay strong
xoxo
Wow people really are all up in your face about eating. I'd get mad at them too.
ReplyDeleteWinter months always motivate me to exercise because i'm so cold and it's a great way to warm up. As far as eating goes, i do about the same both in summer and winter.
Stay strong, darling.
It's fine if you mix up the calorie intake sometimes. If your added calories are protein it's even better. mine tend to be evil icky carbs! Salty, salty chips. I love salt.
ReplyDeleteI've also been MIA from my friendships. What is their to do when you can't eat or drink? Pretty much nothing. It's too noticable to go out and have lettuce with lemon ...