didn't have the best day, had between 700-900 calories.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKK.
tomorrow i'm not eating over 300 cals, because i want to get back on track again.
i was doing well too, and then i fuck it up.
everyone was just pissing me off.
everybody was home today, so every was in my face.
'ariana, have you eaten yet?!'
I HEARD THIS TWENTY-THREE TIMES TODAY.
i counted, honestly.
every. half. hour.
on another note, i'm seeing my friend, K, on tuesday.
i forgot i had friends until she called, haha.
i've been too busy wallowing in my own weight loss problems.
that kind of worries.. but whatever.
i like going to see my friends, but when i don't eat, they accuse me of having an eating disorder.
that makes me want to punch them in the face.
i have once.
i'll never do that again.
i think i have anger problems, but i guess i've never showed my good side yet?
i just rant here, haha.
one week and a day until school starts.
i can't wait until winter.
i seem to be more motivated during the cold months.
i dont know why.
i live in canada, which means like, SEVEN months of snow and cold and shit like that.
it's actually.. not that great.
ANYWAYS, MOVING ON.
my msn is firstname.lastname@example.org if anybody wants to bother adding me.
i want buddies to talk to and to scream at me to stop being a fat pig. c:
stay beautiful xoxo