updates.

yesterday intake:
two rice krispie squares: 180 cals
coffee: 20 cals
four bottles of water: 0 cals
cheese toastie: 275 cals
gum: 15 cals
total: 490 cals

okay, i guess.
could of done better but my mother keeps WATCHING me.
bitch. bitch. bitch. bitch.
she had a talk with me, too.
about loosing weight, and her helping me.
do it PROPERLY.
funny how she emphasizes properly.
i was like, fuck no.
i told her i wasnt trying.
WHY DOES SHE NOTICE NOW?!
i've been doing this for months.
i'm paranoid she's found my thinspo or something.
gah.
i was babysitting lastnight until 3am lastnight.
the mom has a weight ball thing, so i was playing with it for about an hour when the kids were asleep.
my arms got a good workout anyways.


today intake:
half a yoghurt: 45 cals
4 crackers and cheese: 100 cals (SHIT)
total: 145 cals

i got to skip breakfast because i woke up at 12:30pm.
bonussssss.
my mom wants to have a bbq for supper.
I WILL get out of that.
she has her friend over and her three boys, who are like, all under ten.
it's like a fucking daycare here.
ahaha, but she has an adorable little girl.
who's like six months.
but she screams. alot.

anyways, still need excercises.
suggestions?

stay beautiful xoxo