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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

today's been.. okay, i guess. my dad finished work early, forcing me to eat. i made a 170 cal sandwich. two pieces of wholewheat low-fat bread, and a bit of light peanut butter. I only ate half of it, and flushed the other half down the toilet. yum yum! that brings me to 85 calories, and including the milk from the coffee this morning, to around 100 cals. it was just a tiny bit of milk, but i'd rather over estimate than under. mmm, coffee is amazing. i've had a bottle of water too, and i'm about to get another, plus some painkillers for my headdache.

i also saw chicken on the countertop in the kitchen; dinner/supper is going to be an endless battle tonight. gah, i don't want to eat anymore. looking at it makes me want to heave, to be honest. i'm still on the faint-weak-airy kind of high from not eating much, and i loooove it. <3 anyways, that's all i have to say. i might post later with the results of dinner.

stay beautiful and strong.

1 comment:

  1. Well done for the 100 cals, darlin' :)
    Don't you love the feeling of emptiness?
    It's so great.

    Good luck with dinner, hon.
    Just pick at it, drink lots of water, cut it up small. Y'know, the usual.
    You'll be fine :)

    Stayyy strong.
    Think thin!