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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Thinking about prom, summer, and sex literally makes me sick to my stomach.
Broke down last night thinking of how fat I am.
My average in one of my classes is fifty four percent. I am postively not going to make it far with education.
Making up marks with plenty of extra assignments.

Intake so far, 150.
Dinner is still to come.

I will get there and be so fucking skinny.
There is no other choice now. My control is here and forever it will stay.

1 comment:

  1. thinking about sex always makes me sick to my stomach as well :(