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Thinking about prom, summer, and sex literally makes me sick to my stomach.

Broke down last night thinking of how fat I am.

My average in one of my classes is fifty four percent. I am postively not going to make it far with education.

Making up marks with plenty of extra assignments.

Intake so far, 150.

Dinner is still to come.

I will get there and be so fucking skinny.

There is no other choice now. My control is here and forever it will stay.