Thursday, January 14, 2010
satellite heart, lost in the dark.
intake so far; grapes, pizza, between five and six hundred calories..
the last few days have been at around five hundred. the fat girl inside-- and out! -- is being rather quiet. there are times where she'll crawl up my throat and threaten to reveal herself, but the skinny would-be self manages to drag her back down.
my jeans are too big. i keep having to pull them up, which is rather exciting. i'm feeling a little skinnier, too. still fat, but it's an improvement.
i have exams in exactly thirteen days, and i can't concentrate on studying. it's quite ridiculous, seeing how i have done this plenty of times and have sworn to change, but never do. ariana, tu es une idiote.
sorry i haven't been commenting, but i have been reading, i swear. i can't pick up the courage to give someone advice when i can hardly do it myself. i will get back in to it though, i promise.