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Monday, January 18, 2010

now, ariana. when will you learn that you are not as smart as you originally thought you were? you silly little(or big?) girl, your brain only computes one thing at a time. do you really think you can force all these things in to it's tiny memory at once? non, tu ne peux pas. you're fucking stupid, never forget that love.
! end of pep talk !

this weekend was pretty awful. it wasn't exactly the amounts, it's the fact that it was all junk food. no greens, nothing healthy. i was with friends both saturday and sunday, and healthy food doesn't seem to exist with them. i was with K, the one that wants to lose weight? hello?!?! what the fuck are you doing eating this shit then!?!?
this girl confuses me, but complain i will not. if ariana is skinnier, ariana is happier.

i also went snowboarding on sunday, three hours hardcore. my ass hurts like a fucking bitch.

last week i must admit, went well. no more than 700 calories a day for five days. which is good for me, and is also quite sad. can you tell this has been the first time in let's say, forever, i've been set back on the tracks?

fuck you, ariana. you suck. go die. or study for exams, that would help.
so, how have you all been?


  1. so..I just finished writing my post and then read yours and was quite amazed..you are write for all these things my weekend was awfull too.LOL.so I would recommend trying to relax starting fresh tmrrw with salads and all these good things u were eating last week!
    Luv your blog! stay strong ariana*
    xoxo, annamaria :)

  2. I don't think you're stupid, Ariana.
    Je pense que Tu es tres intellegente.
    Wish it mattered any.
    Junk food isn't so bad, you know,
    In moderation?
    On ocassion?
    And I don't judge your 700 days.
    Your situation's different.
    In fact, it's great that you're
    Being realistic right now.
    My days are 900-1200 in the name of recovery.
    You aren't stupid, Ariana.

  3. My friends are the same way. I don't know how they eat all junk food... It doesn't make any sense at all to me. Stay strong, darling. Better days are coming.

  4. I don't really have awful weekends just boring ones. But I do have tons of AWFUL WEEKDAYS. And I don't even know why. It sucks. Whenever I do,I just try to forget about everything,even though its stupid & hurts so much more.